Still Looking

ight im sitting here reminiscing bout the 1st time i laid my eyes on you.

i could tell we should be and that this wasnt gonna b a mistake damn yo who knew?

i didnt even know who the hell you were how could i have fallen so hard.

i was mesmorized by your big brown eyes, u basically caught me off guard.

i couldnt keep my eyes off of you so you approached me and told me to meet you outside.

and wit no hesitation my feet was moving n i followed cuz im not one to swallow my pride.

1st thing you said was that your friend wanted to talk to me

but i didnt care i was focused on you and i know you would agree.

i was trying to break the akwardness and thats wen i noticed you had a softall bag.

we threw the ball around n i sucked but u was so good and started to brag.

thats wen i fell harder for you cuz u was like a mirror image of me.

as all this was happining i thouhgt to myself man how the fuck could this be?

this chick got me so hook its like fate brought her n me together.

thinking like this is so fucking foolish cuz nothing last forever.

she hadda go to practice and thats wen all this came to an end.

atleast after all this bullshit the least i could say was that i gained a friend.

things was going so well in the beginning, y not see how far i could go.

was we gonna be together, man theres only one way that i was going to know.

as she walked away i cant believe what i shouted out loud.

ill be your daddy, believe me or not that shit was something that made me proud.

i was so stupid back then but she actually still decided to give me her number.

i was so happy and started showing my feelings, it didnt matter where we were

Chorus: they say you never know what you had untill its gone.

so try your hardest to keep it n try not to break that bond.

shit happenes for a reason but u can try n make it work in you favor.

cuz believe me wen i tell you having someone is something that u will savor.

it was friday wen i saw her again and she just finished her game.

i gave her a hug and thats wen ONE is wut her and i both became.

told her to call me later so her and i could get to know each other more.

but b4 i left, asked her out cuz she was the one that i adored.

52005 is wen the magic finally began and started to unfold.

true love last forever and ever or so i was told.

after a while shit was going downhill cuz ill admit i was fucking up

i aint knoe wut to do. how was i losing her man i was stuck.

trying errything to keep her happy and it worked for awhile but went back down.

i couldnt see myself without her so theres something i needed to do to keep her around.

new years 2006 was the second best day of my life cuz i let everything out.

i poured errything n told her shes the person i cant live without.

she started to cry and thats wen i thought to myself, how did i fuck up again, man i never felt so bad,

but she explained she was juss so happy and someone who cared so much for her was something that she never had.

thats wen we first made love and after that i juss wanted to do nothing but hold you

cuz i felt i finally had done something right and i knoe u prolly felt that same way too.

we were buliding our relationship up again and nothing could take us down.

i was the king and u were my queen couldnt noone take away my crown.

Chorus: they say you never know what you had untill its gone.

so try your hardest to keep it n try not to break that bond.

shit happenes for a reason but u can try n make it work in you favor.

cuz believe me wen i tell you having someone is something that u will savor.

so right about now you prollie think my lifes like a happy fairy tale.

but believe it or not this was one test that i was destined to fail.

im telling you man love as of now is a whole bunch of bullshit.

Fuck You Ka... whoa nevermind i aint gonna run my mouth, not even a lil bit.

i understand if you have nuttin but hatred towards me.

but when i told you i love you why was that something that you couldnt see?

all of a sudden your family and friends turned on me and i aint give a shit.

cuz to me they was fake lil bitches and i told you that from the 1st day that we met.

now the final chapter of our relationship finally began to unfold.

i left u with tears in my eyes and you agreed, like your heart was frozen cold.

i thought this would be the best thing for you, the only way you would be happy.

at first u was sad and mad at the same time, but then anything id say u would juss snap at me.

then you was like fuck it, fuck you jose, i dont give 2 squirts of piss

thats wen i realli lost it cuz i pictured u n i never being able to share a kiss

it was all over now but i still asked if u could still consider me as a friend.

and u said no..HE wouldnt like that and i never spoke to you again.

i still had feelings fer u for quite some time, but after wut u did i dont, and i knoe u knoe wut im talking about.

juss remember next time u send niggas to get me, make sure they got the balls to go throught wit it n finish it out.

Chorus: they say you never know what you had untill its gone.

so try your hardest to keep it n try not to break that bond.

shit happenes for a reason but u can try n make it work in you favor.

cuz believe me wen i tell you having someone is something that u will savor.

shit man im done with this. you right, it was a waste of my time and a waste of yours. i aint gonna hold a grudge though so i wish you the best of luck in your life. also you got it girl. mucho love for u and at the same time hate.